My original thoughts on election day.

I am attempting to create a blog to express how I feel about the current situation happening in our world. I attempted to copy a blog I wrote on myspace the day Obama was elected, but for some reason I haven't been able to copy and paste it here. Basically what I said was that a few weeks previously to the election, I developed a severe distrust of Barack Obama. Since the election I've seen my world fall apart and come back together again everyday. Literally, everyday I have a crisis of consciousness, that eventually is lifted by the love and beauty I see all around me. 

I will not deny that I am an angry lady, nor that I live in a state of confusion that is borderline depression. Sometimes I feel quite insane in fact. I don't go out as much anymore. I don't get laid (but that was going on long before the election). I hide things about myself, and I feel helpless and alone. Yet, on the flip side, I feel myself growing stronger everyday. I feel as though I am beginning to understand what it means to be a warrior. There is no comfort in battle, whether physical, mental, or spiritual. My addictions are still prevalent, but seem to be taking a back seat to my need to understand more about the who, what, & whys of how it all got this way. 

Yes, I am a conspiracy believer. That is only because I feel it is the true history, as well as the most informed current news. I cannot give advice, I attempt to hold back my criticisms, but I cannot resist the internal drive to inform and thus "WAKE" other people up. 

This is not a joke right now. We are in serious danger. We must first learn to grasp the notion that our way of life (the American, and even better the CALIFORNIAN!) is soon coming to an end. I do not believe the whole world will end. And I firmly believe that there is a consciousness shift that will eventually bring about world peace. But let us all just imagine, in a world like this, how hard is it going to be to bring about this peace?

First we must start by understanding the truth. It's an ugly thing, my friends. Wake up little brothers and sisters. We gotta hold on to each other real tight, and quit playing games. Watch television with a critical mind. Learn more about how to survive without all the items we've come to believe are "necessary". Learn how to love without limits. Learn to unlearn.

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