Order World New

It feels better to mix up the words a bit when I say them. He said them on 3-3-09.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0sfseHsqT4

I'm having such a weird reaction to seeing this. I feel like, "Yeah, you call me nuts- but now look!" Yet, this is absolutely nothing to gloat about. I am still busy wrestling with my own dark inner thangs to tell anybody anything about planting food, buying gold & guns, or stockpiling. But that's the kind of shit I daydream of now. Not sex, food. I dream for the future of the luxuries I still take for granted today.

I still love life. I am taking a songwriting class, and I am almost finished with a melody line for a whole song called "If There Was A Way". I just got to figure out how to set it rythmically because I like weird time signatures. It's definitely because of all the Brasilian music I enjoy.

Speaking of:

VTech(R) Presents Brazilian Artist Arthur Verocai With 36-Piece Orchestra in Third 'Timeless'
Airto Moreira, Ivan 'Mamao' Conti, Jose Bertrami, Carlos Dafe and Many to Perform; Opening DJ Sets by Madlib and DJ Nuts

VTech Holdings Ltd. , in conjunction with music production company Mochilla, presents the third concert in the "Timeless" concert series, which will be headlined by Arthur Verocai on Sunday, March 15, at the Harriet and Charles Luckman Fine Arts Complex in Los Angeles.


Combining Brazilian influences with American jazz and soul, Verocai is one of the influential musicians from the 1970s, and contributed greatly with countless poignant albums, arrangements and compositions. Following opening DJ sets by Madlib and DJ Nuts, where the two turntablists will build their sets around Verocai's legacy and era, Verocai will take the stage with a 36-piece orchestra and special guests Airto Moreira, Ivan "Mamao" Conti, Jose Bertrami and Carlos Dafe, among others.

- This is going to destroy me in the best way possible. I can't believe it's happening. I cry about it when I really think about it. Love to Mochilla and Verocai.

Love to all of you. New World Order! Yay!

It was a good day

I still say he sucks.

I scared this lil guy so bad, he ran away pissing himself the whole time. Sorry friend!

I've decided to start calling pretty girls duckheads, since I'm always calling the other ones chickenheads.

This unfortunate friend had fishing line sticking out of his mouth. I wish I could've helped, but these two were some straight thugs- chasing me every time I started throwing bread crumbs.

I was super excited to see a black man out with his children. Then I was upset to see him continuously hit and yell at the little boy for getting near the water. How can people know what they have never been taught? Somehow I gotta stop being so angry at all the bad parenting I see here in Compton. It's so sad though.

I won't make any promises that there will be more pics super often or anything, but it was quite healing for me to get out again with the 30 D. I missed using my eyes. LOVE.

I don't even know how to think. (this is a huge realization)

Plan for just tomorrow 1-28-09

COMPASSION/AWARENESS- 

More Grateful & Productive

More Energy/Love

Recognize Zapped Energy/ Mental Confusion

In the next 24 hours:

* Write down what makes me grateful

* Photograph stuff and email to Denise (my life coach)

* Clear out photos on computer, and transfer best to disc

* Call Denise at 8pm

TO NOTICE-

1. When I feel worse and worse, what is the mindset? What are the gremlins saying?

2. Perfectionist Ear/Eye- Say, "Oh, I must be afraid. Keep going. Do what's next."

3. This is a real experience of a fear or hidden emotion. It deserves to be acknowledged.