It was a good day

I still say he sucks.

I scared this lil guy so bad, he ran away pissing himself the whole time. Sorry friend!

I've decided to start calling pretty girls duckheads, since I'm always calling the other ones chickenheads.

This unfortunate friend had fishing line sticking out of his mouth. I wish I could've helped, but these two were some straight thugs- chasing me every time I started throwing bread crumbs.

I was super excited to see a black man out with his children. Then I was upset to see him continuously hit and yell at the little boy for getting near the water. How can people know what they have never been taught? Somehow I gotta stop being so angry at all the bad parenting I see here in Compton. It's so sad though.

I won't make any promises that there will be more pics super often or anything, but it was quite healing for me to get out again with the 30 D. I missed using my eyes. LOVE.

I don't even know how to think. (this is a huge realization)

Plan for just tomorrow 1-28-09

COMPASSION/AWARENESS- 

More Grateful & Productive

More Energy/Love

Recognize Zapped Energy/ Mental Confusion

In the next 24 hours:

* Write down what makes me grateful

* Photograph stuff and email to Denise (my life coach)

* Clear out photos on computer, and transfer best to disc

* Call Denise at 8pm

TO NOTICE-

1. When I feel worse and worse, what is the mindset? What are the gremlins saying?

2. Perfectionist Ear/Eye- Say, "Oh, I must be afraid. Keep going. Do what's next."

3. This is a real experience of a fear or hidden emotion. It deserves to be acknowledged.